a text message from you


I've got the worst birthday of my life this year. The best birthday present was just a text message from you, wishing me a happy birthday. I've no idea why. It's just a birthday wish but it makes my day receiving it.

My friends did nothing to celebrate my birthday for me. Not even a gift. I wonder if they're still my friends. A part of me tells me to let go and i should never mind if i get a gift or not. The other part of me tells me that i should in return receive somethign since i've done so much for them. Not even a birthday song or wish personally. The wishes are all done via Facebook or text messages. I don't want to let them know that actually i care so much. So i've been bottling all these up. My mum thought my friends were going to celebrate my birthday for me so i had none of those celebration at home.

It's now a month after a birthday and i have not received any gifts or surprises yet. Really disappointing.

As of you, I really want to share my thoughts with you but you haven't been texting me after the wish. I feel you've already moved on but I'm still standing here, waiting for you to come back to me. My heart dropped when your twitter says 'having a little crush lately :)' I know i should move on but i really just can't.

Still, i really thank you from the bottom of my heart to send me that text, that at least made my day although i did not have a great birthday. Also, alll the best with you and your new crush. Maybe.

xoxo H

Dusty halloween ghost

complex geometries dress
fashionology rings
painted mango boots

photos by tasha

For this years halloween I dressed up as somekind of dusty ghosty white thing.. I wanted to wear all white and decided to spray paint a pair of old boots and a clutch.. turned out really nice, so nice that I will keep wearing them after halloween aswell.. (more on them later..) everything from lashes to nails were painted white and my hair filled with talcum powder, so I had a dust cloud following me all night! (notice that in the 3rd pic..)

hope you all had a nice time, what did you all go as?


ps. don't forget tomorrows fashion night in, I will be hosting giveaways so remember to tune in tomorrow afternoon!

Halloween night

Happy halloween everyone!! I hope everyone have/had a fun night!

I have more pictures of what I wore coming up next...


Shoes at LFW

Some awesome and funny shoes I spotted at london fashion week.


sooner or later

alexis mire -thanks anon for the credit. alexis' name was not where i found it.

you don't want us.


I had just found out my boyfriend of 2 years cheated on me when I was on vacation. I came home only to find heartbreak, but then you appeared.

You had always been there, just kinda in the corner, and I never gave you much thought. But now, suddenly you were the one person who could get me out of the mess I had fallen into. Talking to you became the best part of my day, and I began to forget what life was like without you. Then your girlfriend broke up with you, and suddenly I realized I loved you.

A month passed, finally that fateful August night we went on our first official date, and after that night you were mine. We never skipped a beat, there was never that awkward first phase. I remember when you asked and I said yes, and you said, "No way." As if you thought you didn't have a chance.

The fall came, every day got better and better. You told me you loved me when we were laying on the couch. You were shy, but I wanted to say it too. We each drew the letters on eachothers arms. I drew an "I" you drew a "L" I drew an "O." And thats how we said it, together. I was in over my head.

For christmas, we went to New York. We waited in line for two hours to go ice skating, but it was all worth it. You told me you already knew how you were going to propose, you had our life planned. Later that night, we went to Central Park, you shyly gave me a bracelet with our initials engraved in a heart. It was the sweetest gift I have ever received.

The months were going by, but all I could focus on was you. You were my world, you were absolutely everything. You would sing to me, and write me notes. When you held me, I didn't want to be anywhere else. You called me perfect, and I told you that you were wrong. But I loved every second. I loved you, I adored you with all my heart. It took everything to learn how to trust again, but you brought me back to life. I owe you everything for that.

April came, prom was around the corner. I remember every second of that Saturday night in excruciating detail. I went to your house, we went down to the basement. You put in a movie and we laid down on the futon. You told me about your dad. I cried in fear of losing you, of you getting hurt again. I held on to you and said I couldn't imagine my life without you. How could I not have known that that night was our last one? If I knew, I would have held tighter, and begged you not to leave. I wouldn't have left if I knew.

That week you went out west to visit a college. That Thursday was 8 months. The entire week, you told me you missed me, you loved me, you couldn't wait to come home to see me again.

Friday. You changed your status on Facebook to single. I became frantic, calling you, thinking it was a mistake or some silly joke. We were so good. So so so good. There would be no reason to lose us. To take everything we built together and throw it away.
But it wasn't a mistake. You said "I just want to be single."

That's it. That's the explanation I got. There was no more, no less. You told me I had nothing to do with it, how could I not have everything to do with it. You just want to be single, you don't want me. You don't want us.

But we were perfect. I can't get over you, I miss you. My heart breaks every time I think about you.

I dream about you, just to wake up to realize you're gone.

I still love you.

Why did you have to absolutely destroy me.

What are the travel agencies and the main building?

Many people are unclear about the travel industry. It is believed many of the cases, and travel agents to be the same as real estate agents. Become a travel agent, or more precisely, the travel agent at home is an exciting career change or retirement options. Some people do it full time, while many do it as part of the time.

And pay a travel agent books travel for customers and suppliers to the Commission for the reservation. The reservation of the suppliers do not pay a commission, the travel agent and can also charge the service charge the customer for his / her time. An example of this is that if people resources for the customer to book a hotel, and the hotel will send a check and then told the customer after the suspension. Most hotels pay 10% of the price before taxes and hotel taxes. Will be $ 100 a night hotel, gives $ 10 per night for the World Health Organization and the travel agent made the reservation. This hotel cost the same whether the client uses a travel agent or books through the hotel directly. In many cases, the travel agent can get a better price. It costs nothing to use a customer's travel agent unless the travel agent charges service fees.

Anyone can do this? To work with suppliers, and must have an account set up with the supplier. Most require an agency to keep IATAN, CLIA or ARC number. IATAN stands for International Airlines Travel Agent Network. CLIA stands for Cruise Lines International Association. ARC stands airline relationships. All these things require a subscription number, including sales, and money in the experiment, and the banks or training in the field, and membership fees. Many of the errors and omissions insurance required $ 1000000 or more.

For the media agency, membership is not with the possibility of some organizations that will be the team with the agency and work as an autonomous agent or agent abroad. There are also advantages of working with the agency because travel agents are no longer able to produce enough sales with a supplier to obtain higher levels of commissions and bonuses. Can work with an agency with many agents increase the rate of commission is due to joint selling agents in each agency. Support is also very important aspect of being a success factor. Agents who do not work with others to the status of an increasingly isolated and feel that you learn to do everything myself. Can not have an agent and the experience of being in the world, or stay in any hotel or resort, and others who can get advice very useful.

And always wondered about the future of travel agencies. The truth is that the industry has changed in many ways. Some of the changes in terms of resources for people better, some worse. It cut a lot of airline commissions to travel agents. However, there are many other suppliers, and pay the travel agencies for more than ten years and people are resources. Flights used to be reserved for only the rich people, and now every income book flights. Of people every year more and more about the trip. Many people say they want to go on a cruise at least once and many of those who go first, and the desire to come home in another book.

You can get a commission on many travel reservations.

Car rental
Tour Packages
Some airline tickets
International air tickets
Travel Insurance
Ground transportation including limousines
Attraction tickets
Train tickets
People need all modes of travel to a certain point in time. Those who take the road need to book the hotel. Those who need to travel for business need airline tickets, car rental and hotel reservations. Families want to experience the holidays with their families. People visiting family and relatives. Most people who say they earn money to spend on their way to take a nice vacation. Newlyweds on their honeymoon in motion. Do not you sell something that is difficult to sell. People to contact for help, and do not call them or approaching them trying to sell something you do not want.

Public education is the main thing any travel agent to do. Most people put travel agents in the same category as real estate agents. They believe that the additional costs of using a travel agent. This is not true. In many cases, travel agents can get a better price than the general public through the suppliers who work only with travel agents. Many people do not know all the options to book a holiday. The travel agent is not good. Once people are educated on how to pay and get a travel agent, they are more willing to work with travel agencies. What if the person knows if he or she allows you to book the hotel and will cost the same price regardless, you have to work with you. It 'important to know how people can help you save time and money for their travels.

How do you get in this area? Many people believe that they should go to school or certification. This is not true. You can get this area and start training. I do not recommend anyone spend thousands travel to school until he or she knows that this is a profession that he or she really wants to continue. The truth is that there is no need to spend thousands of training. There are many free courses for travel agents from suppliers. There are also organizations such as ICTA (Institute of Certified Travel Agents) who offer courses and have more years of experience in the field. CLIA also offers courses. There are some agencies that offer training. Even if you decide this is the career you want to continue, there is no need to spend thousands to become educated and competent travel agent. There are many courses that can be taken with vendors and organizations to get a better education on the road. I truly 'hands on method is the best way to become a better travel agent. Learning to work with suppliers and how to find the necessary information to customers is an important part of becoming a good travel agent.

How can you find an agency to work with? There are some organizations dedicated to independent travel agencies. He thanked the NACT is the highest organizations. NACT is the acronym for National Association of Travel Agents on commission. Thanks for the sales support standing outside the network. You can also search online for a home-based programs and travel agent. I do not recommend anyone spend a lot of money to start this work. This is the key to the first test and see if something you really want to do and get an education before you invest a lot of money in it. Work in this area first and see if it really is a profession that is best for you.



Berry stains

topshop fur
simone shailes for topshop knit
topshop pants
jimmy choo shoes
mulberry for target bag
market rings
revlon 663 lipstick

photos by tasha

It's finally cold enough to wear my fur! I had it for a year already but it's still one of those things I treasure like it was exclusive or vintage.. I'm scared to wear it cos it rain here at least once a day here and the straightened fur hair might curl up - maybe I'll try a straightening iron on that later.. the knit is old but treasured, I super loved the collection CSM graduate simone shailes did for topshop 2 years back.. I have another piece from the same collection and it is a even more amazing version of this... have to get that one out as well..

and also I'm now in love with purple lipstick.

i just want to jump in there


When I read all these stories, all these sad love stories about broken and tough love, I can’t say I don’t want to be there. I’ve never even had a boyfriend, and I’ve never kissed someone, just for fun. I really want someone who loves me. You all have or have had someone, so you know what it’s like. But I don’t. So I don’t care if it doesn’t work out, or if I get broken the first time. I just want to feel what it’s like to be in love, to have someone. Therefore I almost wish to be where you all are. Though I’m not saying you should feel good when someone breaks your heart, I’m saying I would prefer getting broken than not feel love at all. Everything is about love. Movies, books, songs, reality. And I’ve never even felt it. It feels like I’m outside, watching everyone else walk two and two, hand in hand. I just want to jump in there and be a part of it. But how? I have no idea…

Give me blue shoes

Ahhh nice shoes that I spotted at river island!! they also come in black but for some reason the electric blue just landed on my must have list.... what do you say...? should I?

also I love reading your sweet comments, especially in my previous entry.. you all are so cute, many mentioned spicy pumpkin candles as a fall favorite.. need some of those asap.


cannot stop wondering

Favorite little things for fall

1. the messy braid 7 days a week
2. sleeves with thumb holes
4. old piercing, new ring and cuff
4. frozen grapes outside our house back home
5. nails inc. new autumn colors

what's yours?


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